Tuesday, October 28, 2014

Oct. 28th, 2014

A little free-flow writing.

In some ways it's exactly how I'm feeling, but i tried to look at it from different points of view when I wrote it.

It's not long, but it was a bit draining.

Hope you enjoy.


I’m tired, so tired. I want to sleep, rest my eyes for just a moment, and rest my bones for only a second. I’ve been through so much and I’ve come so far, but now, I need to stop, not for long.

I’m afraid that if I stop, I’ll never start again, that I’ll fade away into the soft and easy ebb and flow of dream land forever. Destine to never really complete my journey.

But every fibre of my being aches. My feet, my legs and, oh, my back is so very sore. If I could only take a moment just to relieve he pressure.

The pressure is the glue that binds me together and the stress propels me forward. If I stop, the pressure and stress will build up and I will be unable to cope.

From all the pressure and stress so far imposed upon me, I have sores and bruises. I need to heal, let my body and my mind relax and mend. I need some time to repair the damage done.

If the damage is done, what’s one more step? And then another? It’s all in the mind. Keep going, another, and another. There is no pain, only another stop.

Step, step, must step… must stop. Stop and breath, stop and unwind, slowdown and find the calm, find the quiet, the tranquil, the void. The nothing.


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Hope it didn't tire you out.
I know I'm exhausted.

Cheers and
Good night.

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